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CHERYL

by Ember Knight

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babiesarenotassmartasadults An amazing album taking you through an emotionally resonant and surreal journey that feels as magical as it does personable. Favorite track: Mvt. VII - Home.
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wesbaumbach One of the most tonally cohesive concept albums currently on the market. Absolute poetry from start to finish and one of 2020s few truly great records. Favorite track: Mvt. IV - Lunch Lasagna.
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Whirlybird As a gender fluid person with a... complex relationship with their mom, this really resonated with me in ways I did not and could not expect and are very hard to put into words. That said it's also just an amazing album with some incredibly catchy songs, like I've probably played Morning Lasagna and Home about 20 times each. Really really hope it gets videos for all the songs! Favorite track: Mvt. VII - Home.
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Leon Frey Lo-fi hi-fi Miranda July alt-fi fairytale rock opera set in a lasagna-oriented mental health clinic.

It's goofball, saccharine, uplifting, totally visceral, and genuinely passionate.

One of my favourite albums of the year. Favorite track: Mvt. I - Morning Lasagna.
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diznerd This album is so beautiful and profound. I'm so thankful to have found it. Can't wait to listen to more of Ember Knight's music Favorite track: Mvt. V - Danza Blu.
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rewolfson Ember Knight: this generation's Hildegard von Bingen.
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1.
Introduzione 01:44
We both know why you were sent away Guilty of a crime once known as being really fucking gay You called me God and I agreed Touched our empty pockets and we both hoped that was all I'd ever need But you took something that was mine How did you know I'd come to claim it? Hid it so high up in the clouds I've spent a thousand years dragging my own feet back to the ground
2.
CHOIR Forty percent vegetable or twenty percent casserole I must eat up all my dinner to become well (x4.5) // I wanna leave I wanna leave I wanna leave I wanna leave Take me home // A hot beverage won't count in your percentage to salvation (2.5) (chamber intro) VERSE Once Upon A Time you crawled under your bed in golden furs to hide we read that you had died in the papers and when nobody laughed you cried CHORUS when I get out of here (and she waits for me) you motherfuckers will laugh long and loud (no matter how long) I'm gonna show you how VERSE Red was the sun on Christmas morning when you tied your waist tighter and tighter until your stomach swelled up in your face you told me CHORUS when I get out of here (and she waits for me) we'll be as thick as thieves (no matter how long) mhmm like we were meant to be BRIDGE bit did you forget me baby where did you go you seem so sure of yourself but dont you know you're gonna miss me when I'm you're gonna wish that I was I'm just not feeling myself this morning (spoken) oh mom, don't worry about me, I'll be fine I've got so much fucking potential (instrumental break) VERSE You came to me in blue God himself had cleaned your eyes I saw that it was true you died in 1992 CHORUS But when I get out of here I know where I want to be wherever I am where you're right there next to me NARRATOR: Not long before, Cheryl went down to the hospital store The doctor said: "why are you here? Is it mould in the teeth? Do you bleed from the ear?" Cheryl said "No, not that or the other. I just can't remember my favorite color - red is quite nice, and I do love blue, and yellow is yellow... but which is true?" "Tut tut," said the doctor, "its worse than I thought. You're gonna have to stay right here in this spot. We'll bring you lasagna three times a day. But until you remember your favorite color, this is where you're gonna stay." (orchestral crescendo and finale)
3.
Cheryl looked at the creature and said ‘What big yellow eyes you have!’ ‘The better to see myself’, it replied And then it started to crack
4.
Perfectly round like a drop of mercury upon your finger tip Carry me about in your pocket i will whisper what to say When you’re tongue-tied you see The word of God comes easily to Those with certainty like your little friend in Happy times or sad ones you can be sure that I will never change I’ll stay exactly this way When I wake up I pick out my favorite clothes I have never had a problem finding those It’s like one two three getting dressed is so easy NARRATOR: "AHHH!" Cheryl said Then she turned and she fled From the awful red beast with three beautiful heads
5.
(CHOIR) Forty percent vegetable or twenty percent casserole I must eat up all my dinner to become well Forty percent vegetable or twenty percent casserole I must eat up all my dinner to become well A hot beverage won’t count in your percentage to salvation (x2 softly under the following:) The witch in the garage next door Bought you diamonds at the mall Mom and dad told you That you somehow lost them all Now mommy’s in the pink room and daddy’s in the blue And little baby Jesus with a red kazoo Going “zoo do do do do do” in the hall between the two (instrumental) Beethoven sat at the the piano all day While James and sally went out to play And they made up a song that you never will hear About sally fixing the ozone layer With a big red airplane she was gonna fly up in the sky And drop a big bucket of water down through the layer of pollution (spoken) Or something like that - was it a hole that needed to be sewn? I’m not sure, good luck bitch CHOIR Forty percent vegetable or twenty percent casserole I must eat up all my dinner to become well Forty percent vegetable or twenty percent casserole I must eat up all my dinner to become well My mom is blue / Gold and rose too Now daddy’s in the blue room and mommy’s in the pink And little baby Jesus by the bathroom sink Is practicing a face that says “who’s buying me a drink?”
6.
NARRATOR: said Cheryl 'I knew it! i knew it was true: the color i chose is the color of blue!' but as she watched him skip away down the road, she saw that he had no shoes 'If blue is a shoeless beggar,' she thought- 'well then that can’t be the color i chose'
7.
My mom is blue Gold and rose too Roses that no longer bloom When I am well I promise I’ll be The man in this lullaby Maybe one day you will see me as I am Just a man rationing mid-shelf cigarettes Will your hair come out then like The yarn i’ve spun for you Kneel before me so that i can look you in the eye And feel tall like you were On the day that i knocked you out And became the baddest bitch in this town I love you but if you surpass me I will kill you I will drag you back by your ankles into my circle of hell Maybe one day you will see me as I am No Jesus, just a man golden in your eyes But who gave who’s life for who? Kneel before me so that i can look you in the eye And say thank you for giving it up so that i could be absolutely nothing like you NARRATOR: And thats how she felt ten years ago But shes been in the clink ever since you know Scratching her skin and biting her toes Mommy mommy where are my clothes My mom is blue Gold and rose too Roses that no longer bloom When I am well I promise I’ll be The man in this lullaby I wanna leave Take me home
8.
LYRICS-- All in good time you’ll bring me home All in good time you’ll bring me home The people said to St. Francis "Why are you crying?" Said St. Francis "I'm so fucking tired i fear i will die" And just like that the birds and the beasts and the wild dogs descended upon him And as they tore his body to ribbons we screamed "Why God why" Well one of those doggies still dripping with Frank Ran off westward towards the north pacific ocean Till she breathed in her very first sight of that sparkling sea And she drank from that big sky whatever a dog calls emotion Feeling just like you did when you gutted your favorite stuffed dog for me She barked into the wind: I will not edit creation I will not inherit the earth I won’t heal every scab on this body before I’m returned to the dirt But I praise the shit on my feet Lord And I praise the salt in my eyes Regardless of my bad behavior I will still have the privilege to come on home Walter put down his pencil and gazed at his creation He said "Mortimer baby we’re never ever ever ever ever ever gonna die" Then he climbed in the ice box clutching his new legislation To wait for a world without jews or labor standards or non-villainous queer people But somewhere some other man picked up some other pencil And drew a picture of mickey mouse with an erection saying 'fuck the vietnam war' And all the kings horses and all the kings men Smashed down his kitchen door And as they dragged him outside by the ankles he solemnly swore As they marched through the streets / as he came to the stand he was pissing himself / as the judge banged the gavel he said 'order in my court boy / what the hell are you laughing about do you think this is some kind of joke?' / He said 'man don’t you know: I will not edit creation and I will not inherit the earth I won’t heal every scab on my body before I’m returned to the dirt So take from me all I’ve acquired Take from me my view of the sky Regardless of my most heroic behavior I’ll still be required to come on home I know I’m gonna come on home oh mama I know I’m coming home to You gave me my face and I’ve lost it a little each day You gave away the best years of your life for mine And I can’t repay you that time No I can’t repay you at all But I didn’t ask to be born any more than the next motherfucker Still I’ll shoulder your burden and carry it up the next flight of stairs Till I rot like a skeleton in some pirate movie for the next brave kid to discover And nobody can tell me that that isn’t perfect and that isn’t fair Hell if I know where I’m going but I’ll see you there
9.
NARRATION: ‘It’s time for your supper!’ the doctor cried And so Cheryl, with nothing to do, went down to her supper - Where who should she find but Yellow, Red, and Blue! ‘Oh thats right’, said cheryl, ‘now I remember: i like it best when we’re all here together!’ ‘Tut tut!’ said the doctor. Then he gave her one more Big old slice of lasagna, and showed her the door And as for this story their ain’t any more! When I am well I promise I promise I’ll Be the man in this lullaby My mother / she sleeps on silken sheets in chambers of gold My mother / she’s doing very well or so I am told

about

~ A SYMPHONY ABOUT YOUR MOM ~
The soundtrack to a film that doesn't exist. A ballet danced on the lip of cringe. A rock opera about wondering if you are queer, or just sexist. A rebuttal to "personal brand". A white flag. A fuck you. One long day in the loony bin, slathered in tomato sauce, water-color animated. My apology for being no Jesus, just a man. Best record ever.

credits

released November 10, 2020

composed / arranged / written / produced / sobbed over and hated by Ember Knight. String arrangements written down on the staff by Alec Santamaria because Ember cannot. Drums / lead guitar / electric bass by Bobby McCoy. Additional electric bass by Freddy Hernandez + Miguel Martinez.
String section - Alec Santamaria, Youjin Ko, David Bowman, Zachary Paul.
Members Choir: Jesse Elias, Stone Henman, Maddie Forrest, Lilliana Villines, Melanie Carol-Dolci, Becca Fierro, Adrienne C. Fowler, James Ragusa. Piano / harp / lead vocals also by Ember Knight

Mixed by Joel Jerome
Mastered by Lionel Williams
additional engineering by Jasmine Sankaran, Phil Hartunian, + Julian Comeau

Recorded with love at Echo Park United Methodist Church
Dedicated to my mother

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Ember Knight is a recording artist, film maker, and comedian based in Southern California. no joke at the end.

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